preparation of the brand new year

the old time is almost over
have you prepare for the new one?

the old vision have faded
have you ready your future visions?

the past is long gone
will you be ready for the futuer?

the old aspiration is already expire
are you ready with the new aspiration?

P.S. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERONE!!!!

when thinking of you

when i wake up
i wonder...
whether you have awake or not?
whether your sleep was great or not?

when i make and eat my breakfast
i wonder...
what you are eating?
and what are you thinking about your day?

when i go to school to teach
i wonder...
what do you feel about your project?
what kind of preparation you have made?

when i teach
i wonder...
will you can be a teacher too?
and will you be a teacher if i asked you to?

when i have a break
i wonder...
do you have a break too?
do you overexert yourself?

when i having lunch
i wonder...
have you decide on today's mile benchmark?
do you thinking like me when you having lunch?

when i go to campus to lecture
i wonder...
have you have your dinner?
have you a lovely day?

when i'm going to sleep
i wonder...
did you pray before your sleep?
did you pray for me like i am praying for you?

when i having vacation
i wonder...
what vacation do you having now?
what if you were here or i were there?

when i having dinner with your best friend
i wonder
what if you know?
and what if you replace her as my dinner partner?

when i thinking of you
i wonder
whether you are thinking of me?
what do you thinking about me...

P.S. i do miss you....... every moment i use to think about you sometimes make me feel ache... ache of missing your presence.

half a world away

You're half a world away
Standing next to me
It seems that every day
I'm loosing you almost invisibly

Though you are near
I can't reach that far
Across to where you are
And so you stay

Just half a world away

And I would cross
The universe for you
What good would it do
If you weren't even there?

Till you return
And until your way is clear
I will be here
Not half a world away

You're half a world away
And no one is to blame
If love outlives its day
And turns into an ember from a flame

I love you as before
Till words will be no more
Till I can't find a way
To where you stay

Just half a world away...

And I would cross
The universe for you
What good would it do
If you weren't even there?

Till you return
And until your way is clear
I will be here
Not half a world away 

P.S taken from secret garden's song 'half a world away', dedicated to my LadY,  who is quite far from me now

the gift of love

what is the greatest gift?

what is it?

what is the greatest?

what make a gift a greatest?

humans are crafted by the world into three kinds

the cunning and hardworking thieves

the arrogant and egoist businessman

and the pitiful and lazy beggars

you and i are just thieves

cunning and full of idea

all of them are not enough

we will get all in the world

you and i are businessmen

we are not enough

not enough rich and prosper

and we will find more

you and i are beggars

all we can do are beg

beg beg and beg

all of us are lazy and ask for pity

in the end no one can have the gift

because all of them are worldly gift

none of them are eternal

none of them suit to be called greatest

only one is the greatest

the gift from God Himself

that is the gift

the perfect and greatest gift

where is this greatest gift?

where is it?

it's actually is in front of you

it's in front of everyone

it's just

you take it

or

not take it.

P.S. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Sun of Life

darkness and egoist
that is nature of humanity
gloomy and bleak
that is what human are

but there always a sun
Sun of life that bring all light
to human's life once
whatever the human might become

that sun is universal
that sun is special
that sun is custom
that sun is mine and ours only

and like real live
without sun
it's not beautiful
it's not nice at all

its truly the sun is only one
is unchangeable with anything
even with the treasure of the world
until the kingdom come

you are unchangeable
always be the sun
and the moon
and the sky
and the life

P.S. selamat hari ibu, mama...

all your word paid today

there are once a big farm
so vast till reach the horizon
countless corps are planted there
mountains of result are created every season

and there are many workers
works everyday there
to enhance the corps
to dig the land and raise to heaven

there are outstanding workers
strive to the best
work extremely hard
to bring the best of the corps

there are so a bit of usual worker
just do what it takes
to survive
and that's all

and also, pathetic workers
they don't even care with the corps
and sleep all days
and let time consume everything

TODAY is the fine day
to count everything
to see whether how well they do
to reap what they sow

P.S. saya ucapkan (selamat untuk siswa/i MHS yang berhasil nilainya dan selamat mati kepada siswa/i yang meninggal nilainya)

boring days

after the war is over
the bliss seems so amazing at first
no more battles
no more stress

after the war is over
the bliss seems so amazing at first
no more hectic situation
no more scare-crow eyes

too many 'no more'
too many...
so, after the war is over
it seems so empty

i must find new land
to acquire and conquer
i must find new war
to battle and win

P.S. liburan... cari kerjaan apa ya???

glorified simple matter

it's small actually
it's kinda small
it's sound small
it's just small

but it's really large
gigantic
terribile gigant
magnificante

it took me a while to think
to squeeze my brain in and out
just to figure it out
this glorified simple matter

cheh na
cheh na
it just this simple favor
which i will do without second thought

P.S. next time lenny, don't tease me with such large-but-actually-very-small question in such manner of speaking, i am always think too much if the question is sounds hard. especially regarding sensitive and feeling.

the war is almost over

the long 2 weeks is almost over
all raverish faces shall not be more
all tired sweats will gone
and all desperation will far over

it's almost over
so raise you hand
raise your voices
and raise your spirit

for the last run
to the finish
and end all war
in graceful and style

P.S. tinggal 5 hari lagi libur
ayo para rekan guru, hajar terus bentar lagi hampir selesai semester ganjil
KAKAKAKAKAKA

my heart, my brain

i have two main sides
the brain and the heart
both of them are together
to be me

the brain govern 3 personalities
the cunning edge of a demon
the cold logic of a dragon
and the long plan of a void

the heart govern 3 personalities too
the kind and mercy of an angel
the passionate and enthusiastic of a beast
and the poetic and artistic of a human

and 6 sides of mine have combined together
to call one name
the name of the love of my life
her name is _________

P.S. again i can't mention her name... ahhh, sometimes I need to burst a bit...

2 spies working together by the shadow and light

i have a secret
i can't let the world know it
yet
i must protect it

the faction of soul society
have send their best agent
move like shadow
unseen and unpredictable

the alliance of heaven unity
also send their best agent
slow and easy
but have a strong connection

both of them have join together
and they have manage to get a hold
hold of my info... my secret
well, it's not a secret anymore

it's a fact anyway
both of them have encourage
scold, cheer, laugh, and mad at me
thanks a lot you two...

P.S. to my brother and sister Ardian and Lenny, i do need some burst of heart and some scolds if needed... thanks a lot

toll of winning the battle

the battle was success
we slaughtered lot's of people
all was won
under the flag of our united army

but

because of that winning
one of our general must lost his house
most of soldier can't do well in the future
and even i, lost my voice due to war cry i emitted

but the battle must be won
for the sake of greater force
i don't regret it
and i hope all didn't too

P.S. dedicated to our performance last day (12/12/08) at UIB, first joined perfomance between Teater Seru and Teater SMK MHS. i hope you all the best, i love you all!!

the ocean mermaid

oceanos piscis
oceanos puella
speciosa domina
propior ventus

the ocean mermaid
of the blossom foam
raise like heavenly
come nearer from deep ocean

P.S. She's return to this country... i do feel happy a lot... but i can't express it in my workplace... so blog... you are my lifesaver

let the war begin

we will go to war in 5 minutes
yet our soldiers are not prepared
many not even registered
and more still ask for their parents

we will go to war in 4 minutes
yet our general still flustering
not enough power and energy
nor motivation and spirit

we will go to war in 3 minutes
yet our supplies still not adequate
we still ask for more
and there are even unsure to ever come

we will go to war in 2 minutes
yet our weapon are dull
we try for the best of them
but still not enough

we will go to war in 1 minute
yet we are not ready
not even ready for next battle
even if we won today

but we will go to war anyway
for our future
for our nation
the war must go on

P.S. ayo guru guru SMK MHS!!! GANBATTE KURASAI! CIA YOU!!!!

Raise Your Voice

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Though the night be dark and fearful
Though we face the dimming day
Though the heart be sad and tearful
Trust Him, He will light the way

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Though the mists in this vale of sorrow
Through the glass we but darkly see
We will rise again tomorrow
Then, our eyes will lifted be

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Long the road that has no ending
Far the path that has no turn
And the soul is never wending
To the place it first was born
See the host of angels singing
When they hear that trumpet sound
When the piper's call is ringing
Then shall my soul be ever homeward bound

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Mountains tall and seas will thunder
One unceasing chorus ring
Heaven and earth will sleep no longer
Then the universe as one will sing

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

P.S. Taken from secret garden, Raise your Voices (earthsong)

so close yet so far

she is in place so far, yet i keep think of her close at heart
she is in long distance and word can't reach her, yet i keep shouting word of adoration and miss
she has not say anything at all, yet i keep listen to her
she has not seen at all, yet i keep all my sight at her presence

i am indeed think at her all the time, yet, i wonder whether she thinks of me or not
i am indeed shouting all love word in heart, yet i wonder whether she listen or not
i am indeed keep listen to her, yet i wonder why what i listen only void winds
i am indeed keep all my sight at her presence, yet i wonder i see nothing

the world have change
distance and time didn't really matter anymore
but, why i feel in this compacted world
i feel so far from her...

P.S. i am patient... but i can't lie that i don't feel anxious... God, give me strength...

24/7

this another not a poem
just want to tell you all

finally, 24/7 online!!!!
YAY!!!!

contact me at my YM : dcy1_xerionewager to more discussion about my poems!!

thanks you all to keep stay tune with me

DCY1

trial of life

what do you fear?
test of mere hundreds of question
unjustly labeling by number
shown by how smart are you?

no!
that is just a simple test
the truth is always more bitter
the true trial is your own life

how well do you do?
what do wish to be?
can you do it?
or why you can't?

that's is the true test
do it well
for yourself
and for everyone you love


P.S. dedicated to all my kawaii ototo-imouto in SMK MHS, hope you do well you test!!!