The first day like a month

it's only 2 weeks i know
but it's the 2 longest weeks i've ever had

it's only 2 weeks i know
but i long to skip those two weeks

it's only the first day
but i laready miss her

it's only the first day
but for me, it's like a month


P.S. Miss your Dearest...

stand firm, and be strong

there are time to meet
there are time to separate
there are time to laugh
there are time to cry
there are time to love
there are time to hate
there are time to dance
there are time to numb
there are time to run
there are time to sit
there are time to talk
there are time to silent
there are time to be with people
there are time to be alone
there are time to have fun
there are time to let go of fun
there are time to birth
there are time to die

but live must go on, without stopping
if you stop, you will die
stand firm, and be strong
cause life is much more that today

P.S. Immanuel, stand firm and be strong

stupid mistake

i have letting you down
i have make you dissappointed
all because of my arrogance and egoism
i have hurt your feeling deeply

all i have done
is vanished directly
because of that
stupid mistake

thanks for you to forgive me
forgive this fool
who have done such stupid mistake
who have hurt your feeling

we must stand firm, for our future

we might ache
we might cry
because of this new atmosphere
because of ripped apart from our custom

but if we still prolonged this habit
we will have more pain and difficulties
in the future, near future
we will be separate

but i want you to know
my heart yearn for you
my body seek your warmth
my brain think all for our goodness

but i must stand firm
you also must stand firm
for our own sake
for our own future

i know that you will angry with decision
confuse and doubting my love
or even questioning my care
i know and i realize that

but though it's painful
it must be done
i don't want to be too depandant to you
and you to me

let us stand firm
together
as a team
for our own sake

i hope you can accept my decision
i really do
i will accept any punishment later
for my decision

P.S. i hope you can accept my decision...