return to hometown

after long but short 5 years
i return to my old home
to find my home
strange to me...

i find it wierd in this town
a town where i grew
a town where i have so many memories
i find i am a stranger in this town

all my standard
all my knowledge
are useless here
where i must regain my old self

where can i start
where can i go to begin
where to put the bookmark
where is the benchmark

P.S. first day in pontianak... hmm, i indeed leave khuntien too long

a week of torture

what a week
a week of pain and torture
a earthy hell
what a week

i am bored
i am hot
i am lonely
and i am in hell

but even in hell
i still on earth
but even i feel like in hell
sometimes it will feel like in earth too

P.S. Diklat di lpmp... penderitaan, but i gain something too