tired

i'm tired
i'm so tired of being me
why everybody can relax and enjoy their life
but i can't

when i want to relax
there always something come out
and make me can't take even a breath
and helping with my 120%

while i am only 100%
i can't be separate to three
why you all want me to help
is there only me?

i know i shouldn't mad
i shouldn't angry
i shouldn't complain
they are after all, my lil' cute brothers and sisters

God, give me strength
to run another day
and another day
with 120% power

i don't want to make them worried
i don't want to make them worried about me
they already have plenty of problem
so God, give me strength

that's all i ask
let today be my tired
tomorrow i will return with full power
to face all of them

atone for my sin today
i will give them spirit
of my power
they never even seen

P.S. i'm so dead tired today, my back sore me, my throat even can speak ussually
man..., help me God