my state of mind

Why am I write today?
no idea I supposed
it’s been so long I don’t write
too busy? too lazy? or mixed of both?

makes me wonder
what happen with my life?

I bought my house
the place I will spend my future time
it’s quite far, and am I regret?
a bit…

I plan to married
and it’s got postponed
to quite far, and am I regret?
a bit…

but there are things I cherish too
teater for instance
although I lost 2 of my best performers
I gain a lot more promising star

my extra class, for another
although I don’t get a chance to teach the best
I still able to teach future programmer
to prepare the lost of my elite team

in the end, life’s keep spinning
sometimes you’re up
and sometimes… you’re down
so, make the most of it

that will be my state of mind now
try to calm myself
try to collect myself
and try to enjoy my life more

help me God