surrounded but alone

i am always surrounded
by people
by questions
by problems

i am surrounded by poeple
poeple who have questions
people who have problems
people who need my helps

but when they have no questions
when they have no more problems
they're gone...
busy with themselves

and then i am alone
waiting for more questions
waiting for more troubles
to create my own appearance

why i am always surrounded
but deep in my heart
i always feel i'm no one
i'm alone...

is there anyone
who can be with me
just be with me...
the me as i am?

that should be not hard
but it is hard
harder than what i expect
harder than what i predict

P.S. this is when i am alone where everthing leave me alone... to do everything... alone... why this pattern didn't change in all these years... it's always end up like this... alone... alone and always alone in the end...