history

when i see my past

i feel all of it again
it seems it just yesterday

my mistake
my joy

my laugh
my cry

our happiness
our sadness

i feel....
empty

what is it that i feel
i feel empty

like an empty can
like a hollow drum

like....
i am no longer exist...

i wish i died yesterday
stupid wish people may say

but...
i really wish for it now

perhaps in the future i might laugh of this poem
perhaps in the future... i don't even have one

OF ALL DAY!