do i regret?

after all this time
i try to forget
all the beautiful memories
do i regret now?

what is this feeling i feel?
i thought i have resolute myself
to forget everything
no more pains i experienced

after she is gone
and she might disappeared from my life
do i regret?
to not see her 1 last time

do i regret?
or else am i angry to myself
to not seeing her one last time
for my own mistake?

i don't now, anyway....
she is gone now
and she have create her own path
away from me, so far as the world

i should move on too
move without seeing my past anymore
to create my new path
where me self will be waiting somewhere