a bad start?

i wish for 10 slides consecutively without failed
i reach 7 slides not consecutively

is this a bad start?
God.... I can't do this

but you make me try for it
me in the past wouldn't even try

you make me pass 7 slide
me in the past wouldn't move even a bit

you make me pass all of it without visible harms
me in the past would fall in the instance

is it a bad start?
at least i achieve something i didn't dare to even dream of

for me...
it is a good start