preparation of the brand new year

the old time is almost over
have you prepare for the new one?

the old vision have faded
have you ready your future visions?

the past is long gone
will you be ready for the futuer?

the old aspiration is already expire
are you ready with the new aspiration?

P.S. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERONE!!!!

when thinking of you

when i wake up
i wonder...
whether you have awake or not?
whether your sleep was great or not?

when i make and eat my breakfast
i wonder...
what you are eating?
and what are you thinking about your day?

when i go to school to teach
i wonder...
what do you feel about your project?
what kind of preparation you have made?

when i teach
i wonder...
will you can be a teacher too?
and will you be a teacher if i asked you to?

when i have a break
i wonder...
do you have a break too?
do you overexert yourself?

when i having lunch
i wonder...
have you decide on today's mile benchmark?
do you thinking like me when you having lunch?

when i go to campus to lecture
i wonder...
have you have your dinner?
have you a lovely day?

when i'm going to sleep
i wonder...
did you pray before your sleep?
did you pray for me like i am praying for you?

when i having vacation
i wonder...
what vacation do you having now?
what if you were here or i were there?

when i having dinner with your best friend
i wonder
what if you know?
and what if you replace her as my dinner partner?

when i thinking of you
i wonder
whether you are thinking of me?
what do you thinking about me...

P.S. i do miss you....... every moment i use to think about you sometimes make me feel ache... ache of missing your presence.

half a world away

You're half a world away
Standing next to me
It seems that every day
I'm loosing you almost invisibly

Though you are near
I can't reach that far
Across to where you are
And so you stay

Just half a world away

And I would cross
The universe for you
What good would it do
If you weren't even there?

Till you return
And until your way is clear
I will be here
Not half a world away

You're half a world away
And no one is to blame
If love outlives its day
And turns into an ember from a flame

I love you as before
Till words will be no more
Till I can't find a way
To where you stay

Just half a world away...

And I would cross
The universe for you
What good would it do
If you weren't even there?

Till you return
And until your way is clear
I will be here
Not half a world away 

P.S taken from secret garden's song 'half a world away', dedicated to my LadY,  who is quite far from me now

the gift of love

what is the greatest gift?

what is it?

what is the greatest?

what make a gift a greatest?

humans are crafted by the world into three kinds

the cunning and hardworking thieves

the arrogant and egoist businessman

and the pitiful and lazy beggars

you and i are just thieves

cunning and full of idea

all of them are not enough

we will get all in the world

you and i are businessmen

we are not enough

not enough rich and prosper

and we will find more

you and i are beggars

all we can do are beg

beg beg and beg

all of us are lazy and ask for pity

in the end no one can have the gift

because all of them are worldly gift

none of them are eternal

none of them suit to be called greatest

only one is the greatest

the gift from God Himself

that is the gift

the perfect and greatest gift

where is this greatest gift?

where is it?

it's actually is in front of you

it's in front of everyone

it's just

you take it

or

not take it.

P.S. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Sun of Life

darkness and egoist
that is nature of humanity
gloomy and bleak
that is what human are

but there always a sun
Sun of life that bring all light
to human's life once
whatever the human might become

that sun is universal
that sun is special
that sun is custom
that sun is mine and ours only

and like real live
without sun
it's not beautiful
it's not nice at all

its truly the sun is only one
is unchangeable with anything
even with the treasure of the world
until the kingdom come

you are unchangeable
always be the sun
and the moon
and the sky
and the life

P.S. selamat hari ibu, mama...

all your word paid today

there are once a big farm
so vast till reach the horizon
countless corps are planted there
mountains of result are created every season

and there are many workers
works everyday there
to enhance the corps
to dig the land and raise to heaven

there are outstanding workers
strive to the best
work extremely hard
to bring the best of the corps

there are so a bit of usual worker
just do what it takes
to survive
and that's all

and also, pathetic workers
they don't even care with the corps
and sleep all days
and let time consume everything

TODAY is the fine day
to count everything
to see whether how well they do
to reap what they sow

P.S. saya ucapkan (selamat untuk siswa/i MHS yang berhasil nilainya dan selamat mati kepada siswa/i yang meninggal nilainya)

boring days

after the war is over
the bliss seems so amazing at first
no more battles
no more stress

after the war is over
the bliss seems so amazing at first
no more hectic situation
no more scare-crow eyes

too many 'no more'
too many...
so, after the war is over
it seems so empty

i must find new land
to acquire and conquer
i must find new war
to battle and win

P.S. liburan... cari kerjaan apa ya???

glorified simple matter

it's small actually
it's kinda small
it's sound small
it's just small

but it's really large
gigantic
terribile gigant
magnificante

it took me a while to think
to squeeze my brain in and out
just to figure it out
this glorified simple matter

cheh na
cheh na
it just this simple favor
which i will do without second thought

P.S. next time lenny, don't tease me with such large-but-actually-very-small question in such manner of speaking, i am always think too much if the question is sounds hard. especially regarding sensitive and feeling.

the war is almost over

the long 2 weeks is almost over
all raverish faces shall not be more
all tired sweats will gone
and all desperation will far over

it's almost over
so raise you hand
raise your voices
and raise your spirit

for the last run
to the finish
and end all war
in graceful and style

P.S. tinggal 5 hari lagi libur
ayo para rekan guru, hajar terus bentar lagi hampir selesai semester ganjil
KAKAKAKAKAKA

my heart, my brain

i have two main sides
the brain and the heart
both of them are together
to be me

the brain govern 3 personalities
the cunning edge of a demon
the cold logic of a dragon
and the long plan of a void

the heart govern 3 personalities too
the kind and mercy of an angel
the passionate and enthusiastic of a beast
and the poetic and artistic of a human

and 6 sides of mine have combined together
to call one name
the name of the love of my life
her name is _________

P.S. again i can't mention her name... ahhh, sometimes I need to burst a bit...

2 spies working together by the shadow and light

i have a secret
i can't let the world know it
yet
i must protect it

the faction of soul society
have send their best agent
move like shadow
unseen and unpredictable

the alliance of heaven unity
also send their best agent
slow and easy
but have a strong connection

both of them have join together
and they have manage to get a hold
hold of my info... my secret
well, it's not a secret anymore

it's a fact anyway
both of them have encourage
scold, cheer, laugh, and mad at me
thanks a lot you two...

P.S. to my brother and sister Ardian and Lenny, i do need some burst of heart and some scolds if needed... thanks a lot

toll of winning the battle

the battle was success
we slaughtered lot's of people
all was won
under the flag of our united army

but

because of that winning
one of our general must lost his house
most of soldier can't do well in the future
and even i, lost my voice due to war cry i emitted

but the battle must be won
for the sake of greater force
i don't regret it
and i hope all didn't too

P.S. dedicated to our performance last day (12/12/08) at UIB, first joined perfomance between Teater Seru and Teater SMK MHS. i hope you all the best, i love you all!!

the ocean mermaid

oceanos piscis
oceanos puella
speciosa domina
propior ventus

the ocean mermaid
of the blossom foam
raise like heavenly
come nearer from deep ocean

P.S. She's return to this country... i do feel happy a lot... but i can't express it in my workplace... so blog... you are my lifesaver

let the war begin

we will go to war in 5 minutes
yet our soldiers are not prepared
many not even registered
and more still ask for their parents

we will go to war in 4 minutes
yet our general still flustering
not enough power and energy
nor motivation and spirit

we will go to war in 3 minutes
yet our supplies still not adequate
we still ask for more
and there are even unsure to ever come

we will go to war in 2 minutes
yet our weapon are dull
we try for the best of them
but still not enough

we will go to war in 1 minute
yet we are not ready
not even ready for next battle
even if we won today

but we will go to war anyway
for our future
for our nation
the war must go on

P.S. ayo guru guru SMK MHS!!! GANBATTE KURASAI! CIA YOU!!!!

Raise Your Voice

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Though the night be dark and fearful
Though we face the dimming day
Though the heart be sad and tearful
Trust Him, He will light the way

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Though the mists in this vale of sorrow
Through the glass we but darkly see
We will rise again tomorrow
Then, our eyes will lifted be

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Long the road that has no ending
Far the path that has no turn
And the soul is never wending
To the place it first was born
See the host of angels singing
When they hear that trumpet sound
When the piper's call is ringing
Then shall my soul be ever homeward bound

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

Mountains tall and seas will thunder
One unceasing chorus ring
Heaven and earth will sleep no longer
Then the universe as one will sing

Raise your voices! Raise your voices!
Praise Him - the Living Word
To the heavens high ascending
Raise your voices to the Lord

P.S. Taken from secret garden, Raise your Voices (earthsong)

so close yet so far

she is in place so far, yet i keep think of her close at heart
she is in long distance and word can't reach her, yet i keep shouting word of adoration and miss
she has not say anything at all, yet i keep listen to her
she has not seen at all, yet i keep all my sight at her presence

i am indeed think at her all the time, yet, i wonder whether she thinks of me or not
i am indeed shouting all love word in heart, yet i wonder whether she listen or not
i am indeed keep listen to her, yet i wonder why what i listen only void winds
i am indeed keep all my sight at her presence, yet i wonder i see nothing

the world have change
distance and time didn't really matter anymore
but, why i feel in this compacted world
i feel so far from her...

P.S. i am patient... but i can't lie that i don't feel anxious... God, give me strength...

24/7

this another not a poem
just want to tell you all

finally, 24/7 online!!!!
YAY!!!!

contact me at my YM : dcy1_xerionewager to more discussion about my poems!!

thanks you all to keep stay tune with me

DCY1

trial of life

what do you fear?
test of mere hundreds of question
unjustly labeling by number
shown by how smart are you?

no!
that is just a simple test
the truth is always more bitter
the true trial is your own life

how well do you do?
what do wish to be?
can you do it?
or why you can't?

that's is the true test
do it well
for yourself
and for everyone you love


P.S. dedicated to all my kawaii ototo-imouto in SMK MHS, hope you do well you test!!!

funniest one eh?

out of every subject
fiercest,
terriblest,
killerest,

out of every subject
kindest,
silencest,
smartest,

you choose me to be the funniest
what i am?
am i that funny?
nope...

but...
thank you all
at least you still consider all my anger as funny
at least you still consider my teaching is funny

let see how well
you all do my test
if it's good
then i am truly happy with this title

goodbye and thanks a lot for everything

i shall remember your punch
a sting sharp punch
tunneling to my sleepy muscle
and shocking my brain from tranquility

i shall remember you personality
unique and unusual
but a the same time
seems normal and acceptable

i shall remember one thing you teach me
to always not being a loner
to always believe an other
to rely at them

now, you already gone
our school has lost a precious jewel
such as important like morphius in matrix
such a great spirit and soul like a saint

goodbye and thank you for everything you have done
to the school
to students
to me

we all shall always consider you
as one of our partner
as one of our friend
as one of our brother

P.S. sering sering main main ke mhs lah pak juliyanto
anak anak pada sedih lo pak...

happy birthday to all fellow indonesian teacher

today is the day where we are all celebrate our birthday
but remember
to day is just a day
do not much differ from any other day

a day where consist of the same 24 hours like the other days
a day where the sun shine and moon beam like the other days
a day where we keep teaching and hoping one day our students will surpass us
a day where we keep struggling

this day is just another day
but anyway...
we should be happy
there is a day for us to celebrate our struggle and sweat and blood


P.S. dedicated to all indonesian teacher

spearhead of human

human are born fighter
they wield armor since their born
they brandish sword since they learn to cry
they fight with their kind and all kinds since they able to walk

when they are older, they raise arms against their parents
when they become parents, they torture their own offsprings
such a detestably creature
God must be regretted to have ever create us

when will human learn?
that armaments will bring nothing but harms
that anger will create more havoc and chaos
when will human learn?

The last spear have been thrown
the last war have been over
it's already over
war between God and human already over

why human still can't accept it
that God already forgive us all?
why human still believe they are at war
that trains their war skills to the fullest?

Human!!
the last spearhead already thrown
the last war already over
let us start a new age of peace

P.S. inspired by Longinus spear, the spear that said been used to thrust upon Jesus Christ in his crucification. God truly has ended the war, why there are some many other wars, even sometimes in our own home

finally, the loner find his belief are not in vain

conclude the story
one day
a bird of fate
visit the old man

with a grain of hope
a strap of joy
and a message
that he still not forgotten

P.S. finally, you remember

cold party

thank you for you all

for a great party

i hope you all the greatest of plan and greatness of future

may next year i still able to meet you all


P.S. for my dear brother (sonny and ardian), cheeky girl (pink and etika), dynamic and static electrical duo (eric and erman) may God bless you all. for those who's not coming the (self-proclaim)lovely secretary and (self-proclaim) reseourceful BM and master of master of elder (mr ver), hidden ace card (elti), slumbering weapon (yelen) i wish u to have great results on test too and last but not least, for yuanna (who's not at batam, and haven't congratulate my birthday T.T) wish you great time in australia and hope you be back soon... au revoir, we miss you so much

i must say i'm impressed

this is not a poem
just want to say
thank you
thank you all a lot

that surprised me a lot
make me feel better a little
save me from being bad mood
to a nice mood

thanks children
hope the best to all of you
may teater smk mhs be powerful and crazy
of eternally term

when that loner find he actually still a loner, but still believe

fate and destiny
always play with humans
as their toys
which are disposable

that man
realized
awake from dream
he still alone

fides
fides per vitum
vita per fidem
fides

he still believe
and wait for her
he never believe that was a dream
try to no believing...

P.S. why you forget..., still waiting lo for your congratulation...

when a loner find that he is no longer lonely

there was an old story
about a loner
from dawn to dusk
he always alone

he eat alone
he sleep alone
he work alone
he life alone

but one day
a truly intruders come
and make that loner
not alone anymore

he do not longer alone
in doing everything
in seeing everything
in feeling everything

for that moment
that loner can be not alone
he knows solitary is worst pain
but she drag him away to the light

but when she gone
even for a moment
that loner scream in ache
pain of being a loner again

o, can u feel the scream of loneliness
o, can u grasp the pain he felt
o, can u hear his longs for her
o, such things is so sorry

but, one thing he is so sure
a loner is never existed again in him
because he knows
he is no longer lonely


P.S. man 3 days seems like 3 years for me... where are you LadY? are u fine? what'cha doing? why am i so really want to ask such questions, questions that even i never asked so intense before in my entire life time???

farewell

today i say farewell
to my past
to my dearest past
to my beloved past

my conviction has finally firm
my frames already accepted it
my heart has finally settle
my brain already think all of it

i really hope
that you will find happiness
as i will do
wherever you are

but...
you still one of my important friend

whatever you do
whatever i go
whatever my fate
i know that you will always able to pull me through

P.S. for lydia angela, thanks for the past 7 years... from the first day in mandarin class until i choose my path of life. but, as alexia (my laptop) said, 'our destiny must diverged for now'

One mistake is not the end

i have cast thousand of good deed
i have help many good people
i have indeed make people smile
but only 1 mistake

i have create many useful things
i have teach many children
i have feed many poor people
but only 1 mistake

is enough to shatter everything

but my dear brother, let me tell you something
none is this world can escape from mistake
mistake is a good thing in life
with mistake, you can learn not to make same mistake

so, 1 mistake is not game over
1 mistake is not destruction
1 mistake is not hell
1 mistake is just 1 mistake
no matter how big it is

P.S. for someone who i know, very kind and bright and have incredible future, who commit 1 mistake, don't worry...

till the end

Till the sun never rises the skies turn to grey
till the earth stops revolving all light fades away
till the planets stop spinning in the darkness above
I will treasure each moment I am with you my love
till the moment comes when time stands still

Till the moon never beams but in the sky tries to hide
till the oceans and rivers fail to turn with the tide
till my heart stops its beating till the stars burn away
I will always be with you till the end of all days
in that moment when the world is still

Till the raindrops stop falling and the wind never blows
till the mountains all tumble to the seas far below
till the stars lose their sparkle and the ice melts away
I will love you forever I will love you always
in that moment when the world is still

P.S. taken from fides, auracle, Lesiem (2004) for my dearest LadY

finally i know the answer

you ask me one question
on the 12th noon
10 circles of the moon
and 8 circles of the earth after the promised millenia
exactly of the eleventh hour
and 48th minute
you ask me one question

at that time
i don't know the answer
at that time
i confuse
at that time
i think
about question that shouldn't be answered with brain

i finally know the answer
i finally know the answer when you are not there to listen the answer
so, when you return
please ask me once again
that question
that i couldn't answer
i will answer properly this time

because finally i know the answer

P.S. if you forget the question, i still record it very well on my cellphone

travel from edge to edge

today I have a travel
a travel from the east edge of the blade
to the end tip of of the spearhead
delivering 4 blows to the earth

travel through the water bullets
travel through slicing wind
travel through scorching heat
travel through splashing earth

i miss one blow
but the other three are placed
nice and ready
and prepare to blow up

P.S. semoga 3 surat PKL itu diterima dengan baik...

when my power must succumb

i am no king
i am no knight
i am only a man
a simple man

who have power
but also weak
who have my smart
but also my dimwit

P.S.
man, today i'm sick...
tired and must succumb to sick

limit break

i know you are strong
i know you are capable
i know you want to achieve more
i know you like majestic things

but...
know your limit

capabilities are unlimited
energy are plenty
spirit are more than enough
imagination are flooding

but...
number are your limit

how can you handle them with your limited capability
how can you manage them with your limited energy
how can you control them with your limited spirit
how can you direct them with your limited imagination

but...
in the end, you all still do it
and i must say, I'm impressed
good job, you all manage to do it nicely

P.S. to new UIB english club, you guys manage to control 100 person, that is already a good achievement, and the great thing again, you can do it without your president or your ex-president. Nice job

Calm before the Storm

Today is easy
i'm not that beaten up
i'm pretty relax
it's simple

but i know
it just a calm before a storm

we could laugh easily today
we can speak our dreams easily
we might have fun
we should enjoy the day

but we know
it just a calm before a storm

P.S. Dedicated to teacher in SMK MHS, semoga tahun ini segera cepat berakhir

challange of time

time is eternal
time never wait
time always run
time never stop

whenever you fight time
you'll always lose
because you'll always
run out of time

in 5 weeks
I'll be challenged
by time itself
to run my best

non-stop

i afraid i can't
i afraid i'll lost
i afraid i'll beaten
i afraid i'll disappoint everybody

but for that reason
i must be strong
for simple reason
i must be prepare

for my lil' brothers and sisters
for my children
for my class
for my self

i wonder God
can i really survive it
nonstop fullpower
all days?

Dear God
Give me strength
give me bravery
and finally give me patience

P.S. mulai next week ngajar nonstop dari pagi ampe sore 2 tempat lagi
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!
help donk

don't be afraid

don't be afraid
365 it is mentioned in the Bible
but i'll said again
don't be afraid

extreme condition
is just a play of number
number played by nature
to mock your power over them

you have the power to overcome
overcome everything
if you believe
you have the power

although i can't be there for you right now
i always right beside you
never be afraid
i always be there for you

P.S. yang lagi demam, relax, it's just simple fever. take a rest
take a deepbreath, relax

insight

insight is truly significant
insight can burn all mask and shell
any bluff and lie will not pass a great insight
all shall not hide in front of a grand insight

some have
more do not have
but no matter how well
i conceal it

still it be found in just one look
what a great memory and insight
hovering easily
towards intricately woven words

P.S. dedicated to Lenny, 1 look enough to solve my riddle. well, it's an easy one anyway

relax, there is a way

5
4
3
2

even the countdown already begin
there is no way i will give up
even the second only in count
there is no way i will give in

that is what i used to believe
maybe...
i still believe it
but not to today's extent

relax
strive
is actually two powers of a balance
a strong strive must have a strong relax too

too relax is not good
too strive is not good
it must have a balance
a perfect balance

so, whatever you do
how desperate it is
how terrible it is
relax, there is a way

as long as you believe
there is a way
ask
and thou shalt be given

P.S. i was too stressful recently, i need to return to my old pace, relax, calm and decisive but run to the fullest and give more than i can give

Young and Brave

Young and Brave
there are the vision
of the youth
of today

Fencing and striving
never give up
chasing for the star and rainbow
just between me and you

Rain and thunder do not fear me
scorch and desert sand do not falter
because what i search is true
even no feel like flagella

Because what i search is me
my other part that had been lost
since the beginning of my time
i will find her in all shape and plan

What i search is buried in this earth
mixed and combined in any way possible
but i then finally found her
and i love her dearly like heaven

And finally
i shall declare one more time
to public and the world
like if it's rain, i shall not use umbrella

i love you, ____________

P.S. try to fill the bracket above. it should be easy
i even give a very obvious clue

tired

i'm tired
i'm so tired of being me
why everybody can relax and enjoy their life
but i can't

when i want to relax
there always something come out
and make me can't take even a breath
and helping with my 120%

while i am only 100%
i can't be separate to three
why you all want me to help
is there only me?

i know i shouldn't mad
i shouldn't angry
i shouldn't complain
they are after all, my lil' cute brothers and sisters

God, give me strength
to run another day
and another day
with 120% power

i don't want to make them worried
i don't want to make them worried about me
they already have plenty of problem
so God, give me strength

that's all i ask
let today be my tired
tomorrow i will return with full power
to face all of them

atone for my sin today
i will give them spirit
of my power
they never even seen

P.S. i'm so dead tired today, my back sore me, my throat even can speak ussually
man..., help me God

impulse are nothing

what are impulse?
are they heat?
are they cold?
what are impulse?

what are impulse?
are they shock?
are they breeze?
what are impulse?

what are impulse?
are they feeling?
are they touch?
what are impulse?

from what i know
it doesn't matter anymore
what are impulse
because you are there inside me

and that's pretty good for me
for now
who knows what will happen
in future

it could be tomorrow
it could be next week
it could be next month
it could be next year

P.S. just read your blog, cold you say? it's not cold yet, barely cold only. but for someone who live under heat of 23-25, that's cold... man, i do miss you...

Humans

What are human?
are you human?
what make you, a human?
and finally what make everything else, not human?

human are a speck of dust in universe
human are nothing but a tiny dot who is not that important
human's role are predetermined by the fate and destiny
human are actually a bit of nothingness

but as nothing as dust
as nothing even more less importance
as nothing as being ruled by unseen force
as nothing as possible

we are still do not really care about anything else
we are still hate each other, mad at each other
we are still feel sorrow, envy, and victory over same fellow of dust
we are graded ourselves to far but we are only a dust

man...
we are arrogant
we are indeed do not deserve any grace
we are indeed, truly indeed do not deserve any compassion

but
He still care for us
He still love us
He still be there for us

who is He?
where to find Him?
He will come to you
open your heart and see it for yourself
He will be there

P.S. dedicated for everyone who still struggle in life

half a day separated

last time
our time are one
whenever i want to see you
just a matter of fingertip

it was easy
almost to easy
too easy to get
too easy to forget

but when you're not around
this world seems wierd
my tiredness is building up like tower
standing straight like a piercing gigant

our time have separated for half a day
reaching you means i must race against time
a race that no man will ever win against
a race with no hope of winning

yet i cling on that very slim chance
a chance that time allow me
once more...
to see you once again


P.S. Dedicated yo me actually... man, i do really miss you
when you're back?

dizzy but fun

18 hours a day
6 days a week
that is my working hours
teaching, giving lectures
making fun class, chat with students
giving test, giving points

that all i do all the time
every night my head spinning
like hundreds of screws racing to reach my brain
my body all hurt over, my mental burden is heavy
but i must recharge all of it back to 200%
so tomorrow be next class and lesson hours a

i was tired
i was bored
i felt like being enslaved
by the world called education
the world has fallen
into people who are smart and not

but...

24 hours a day
7 days a week
that is His working hours
caring, giving grace
making life happy, chat with all of us
giving trial, and giving himself

that's all He had been doing
even before i was exist
before my parents even existed
his body all over wounded
more painful even with my dizzy
and He will do it again forever

He was never tired
He was never bored
He was never felt like being enslaved
b'coz He is the Lord Jesus Christ
Who raise the fallen World
to his heavenly embrace

SO...

what i am to complain
i am dizzy
but it's fun
because tomorrow
will be MUCH better
than today


P.S. dedicated to all workacholic who thinks this is truly a torture

when children grow

when he was born
he was incredibly beautiful
when her first smile appear
she was heavenly gift

when he rode his first bike
he was laughing without sin
when she play with her doll
she was so pretty without worry

but when he know the world
he became rude to us
but when she know pride
she is violent to her friend

stop!
even you are not a child anymore
but you are also a mature neither
you are confuse

be a child
be a mature
you are beautiful and gift
don't let the world spoils you

with hatred
with jealousy
with violence
with anger

P.S. dedicated to Rina, Yulia, Wilia, Kristiani and all SMK MHS Students
talented women and men who lost their ways

kid in town of nightmare

there was a child
so pure and simple
she came from a little town
with friendly face and laugh

he came to a big city
seeking for luck and joy
but what she found
is nightmare and sorrow

she was never known to lies
she was never understand hatred
she was never known to bully
she was never understand jealousy

she is treated lower than slave
even slave still have some pride
she is left with thousand of job
but never once she enjoy the fruit of her labor

she feel angry
she feel anger
for the first time in her life
she want something for herself

she then cleave all the boundary
rush with toughness alone
in the middle of the nightmare city
to reach the top

UNTIL ALL BOW BEFORE ME
I SHALL NOT BE A CHILD!!!!!

P.S. created just for iwed

what you know

what you know can make you cry
what you know can make you sad
what you know can make you feel want to die

but

what you know can also make you smile
what you know can also make you happy
what you know can also make you fly to heaven

but

what you don't know will make you doubt
what you don't know will make you curious
what you don't know will make you confuse

so do you wish to not knowing and feel peace
or you will take the risk of chance of happy or feel the loss

P.S. dedicated to all who still trapped in prison called heartbreak and solitary