funniest one eh?

out of every subject
fiercest,
terriblest,
killerest,

out of every subject
kindest,
silencest,
smartest,

you choose me to be the funniest
what i am?
am i that funny?
nope...

but...
thank you all
at least you still consider all my anger as funny
at least you still consider my teaching is funny

let see how well
you all do my test
if it's good
then i am truly happy with this title

goodbye and thanks a lot for everything

i shall remember your punch
a sting sharp punch
tunneling to my sleepy muscle
and shocking my brain from tranquility

i shall remember you personality
unique and unusual
but a the same time
seems normal and acceptable

i shall remember one thing you teach me
to always not being a loner
to always believe an other
to rely at them

now, you already gone
our school has lost a precious jewel
such as important like morphius in matrix
such a great spirit and soul like a saint

goodbye and thank you for everything you have done
to the school
to students
to me

we all shall always consider you
as one of our partner
as one of our friend
as one of our brother

P.S. sering sering main main ke mhs lah pak juliyanto
anak anak pada sedih lo pak...

happy birthday to all fellow indonesian teacher

today is the day where we are all celebrate our birthday
but remember
to day is just a day
do not much differ from any other day

a day where consist of the same 24 hours like the other days
a day where the sun shine and moon beam like the other days
a day where we keep teaching and hoping one day our students will surpass us
a day where we keep struggling

this day is just another day
but anyway...
we should be happy
there is a day for us to celebrate our struggle and sweat and blood


P.S. dedicated to all indonesian teacher

spearhead of human

human are born fighter
they wield armor since their born
they brandish sword since they learn to cry
they fight with their kind and all kinds since they able to walk

when they are older, they raise arms against their parents
when they become parents, they torture their own offsprings
such a detestably creature
God must be regretted to have ever create us

when will human learn?
that armaments will bring nothing but harms
that anger will create more havoc and chaos
when will human learn?

The last spear have been thrown
the last war have been over
it's already over
war between God and human already over

why human still can't accept it
that God already forgive us all?
why human still believe they are at war
that trains their war skills to the fullest?

Human!!
the last spearhead already thrown
the last war already over
let us start a new age of peace

P.S. inspired by Longinus spear, the spear that said been used to thrust upon Jesus Christ in his crucification. God truly has ended the war, why there are some many other wars, even sometimes in our own home

finally, the loner find his belief are not in vain

conclude the story
one day
a bird of fate
visit the old man

with a grain of hope
a strap of joy
and a message
that he still not forgotten

P.S. finally, you remember

cold party

thank you for you all

for a great party

i hope you all the greatest of plan and greatness of future

may next year i still able to meet you all


P.S. for my dear brother (sonny and ardian), cheeky girl (pink and etika), dynamic and static electrical duo (eric and erman) may God bless you all. for those who's not coming the (self-proclaim)lovely secretary and (self-proclaim) reseourceful BM and master of master of elder (mr ver), hidden ace card (elti), slumbering weapon (yelen) i wish u to have great results on test too and last but not least, for yuanna (who's not at batam, and haven't congratulate my birthday T.T) wish you great time in australia and hope you be back soon... au revoir, we miss you so much

i must say i'm impressed

this is not a poem
just want to say
thank you
thank you all a lot

that surprised me a lot
make me feel better a little
save me from being bad mood
to a nice mood

thanks children
hope the best to all of you
may teater smk mhs be powerful and crazy
of eternally term

when that loner find he actually still a loner, but still believe

fate and destiny
always play with humans
as their toys
which are disposable

that man
realized
awake from dream
he still alone

fides
fides per vitum
vita per fidem
fides

he still believe
and wait for her
he never believe that was a dream
try to no believing...

P.S. why you forget..., still waiting lo for your congratulation...

when a loner find that he is no longer lonely

there was an old story
about a loner
from dawn to dusk
he always alone

he eat alone
he sleep alone
he work alone
he life alone

but one day
a truly intruders come
and make that loner
not alone anymore

he do not longer alone
in doing everything
in seeing everything
in feeling everything

for that moment
that loner can be not alone
he knows solitary is worst pain
but she drag him away to the light

but when she gone
even for a moment
that loner scream in ache
pain of being a loner again

o, can u feel the scream of loneliness
o, can u grasp the pain he felt
o, can u hear his longs for her
o, such things is so sorry

but, one thing he is so sure
a loner is never existed again in him
because he knows
he is no longer lonely


P.S. man 3 days seems like 3 years for me... where are you LadY? are u fine? what'cha doing? why am i so really want to ask such questions, questions that even i never asked so intense before in my entire life time???

farewell

today i say farewell
to my past
to my dearest past
to my beloved past

my conviction has finally firm
my frames already accepted it
my heart has finally settle
my brain already think all of it

i really hope
that you will find happiness
as i will do
wherever you are

but...
you still one of my important friend

whatever you do
whatever i go
whatever my fate
i know that you will always able to pull me through

P.S. for lydia angela, thanks for the past 7 years... from the first day in mandarin class until i choose my path of life. but, as alexia (my laptop) said, 'our destiny must diverged for now'

One mistake is not the end

i have cast thousand of good deed
i have help many good people
i have indeed make people smile
but only 1 mistake

i have create many useful things
i have teach many children
i have feed many poor people
but only 1 mistake

is enough to shatter everything

but my dear brother, let me tell you something
none is this world can escape from mistake
mistake is a good thing in life
with mistake, you can learn not to make same mistake

so, 1 mistake is not game over
1 mistake is not destruction
1 mistake is not hell
1 mistake is just 1 mistake
no matter how big it is

P.S. for someone who i know, very kind and bright and have incredible future, who commit 1 mistake, don't worry...

till the end

Till the sun never rises the skies turn to grey
till the earth stops revolving all light fades away
till the planets stop spinning in the darkness above
I will treasure each moment I am with you my love
till the moment comes when time stands still

Till the moon never beams but in the sky tries to hide
till the oceans and rivers fail to turn with the tide
till my heart stops its beating till the stars burn away
I will always be with you till the end of all days
in that moment when the world is still

Till the raindrops stop falling and the wind never blows
till the mountains all tumble to the seas far below
till the stars lose their sparkle and the ice melts away
I will love you forever I will love you always
in that moment when the world is still

P.S. taken from fides, auracle, Lesiem (2004) for my dearest LadY

finally i know the answer

you ask me one question
on the 12th noon
10 circles of the moon
and 8 circles of the earth after the promised millenia
exactly of the eleventh hour
and 48th minute
you ask me one question

at that time
i don't know the answer
at that time
i confuse
at that time
i think
about question that shouldn't be answered with brain

i finally know the answer
i finally know the answer when you are not there to listen the answer
so, when you return
please ask me once again
that question
that i couldn't answer
i will answer properly this time

because finally i know the answer

P.S. if you forget the question, i still record it very well on my cellphone

travel from edge to edge

today I have a travel
a travel from the east edge of the blade
to the end tip of of the spearhead
delivering 4 blows to the earth

travel through the water bullets
travel through slicing wind
travel through scorching heat
travel through splashing earth

i miss one blow
but the other three are placed
nice and ready
and prepare to blow up

P.S. semoga 3 surat PKL itu diterima dengan baik...

when my power must succumb

i am no king
i am no knight
i am only a man
a simple man

who have power
but also weak
who have my smart
but also my dimwit

P.S.
man, today i'm sick...
tired and must succumb to sick

limit break

i know you are strong
i know you are capable
i know you want to achieve more
i know you like majestic things

but...
know your limit

capabilities are unlimited
energy are plenty
spirit are more than enough
imagination are flooding

but...
number are your limit

how can you handle them with your limited capability
how can you manage them with your limited energy
how can you control them with your limited spirit
how can you direct them with your limited imagination

but...
in the end, you all still do it
and i must say, I'm impressed
good job, you all manage to do it nicely

P.S. to new UIB english club, you guys manage to control 100 person, that is already a good achievement, and the great thing again, you can do it without your president or your ex-president. Nice job