God didn't Exist

God didn't exist
only madmen say those line
God definite don't exist
only imbeciles say those line

science is truth
only men with beansprout as brain say those line
science is absolute
only men not from a woman's womb say those line

it is true science is what we study
it can be proven and shown to all eyes
where God is unstudiable
it can't be proven and shown to you all

but where is harder to prove God exist?
or prove God DIDN'T EXIST?
where are the prove God Didn't exist?
Where?

where science is truth and absolute?
even world's smartest man could make mistake
world speculate about things they don't understand
such as God, which is unstudiable

so did God Existed?
or do God Exist
or science is Truth
the same science that can answer all human's questions

P.S. inspired by Angel & Demon, one of the greatest novels of all time

Rain

rain
water drops
cleaning all dry and drougth
bring fresh and life to dead earth

rain
fallen ice
piercing all earth's creatures
warning them all of greater power

rain
nature miracles
uniting heaven and earth
where God meet human

rain
raging nature
where God show His power
to wash all sins in one swope

P.S. Rain, should people jump in joy or cowering in fear when they come?

ir's harder than it's look

being a leader
is much much harder than being a worker
so if you want to be a leader
think twice first, can you cope with it?

being the one to hold on
is much much harder than being the one holding
so if you want to hold
think twice first, can you hold them all?

being a teacher
is much much harder than being a student
so if you want to teach
think twice first, can you bear all of it?

being the one to lead teacher
is much much harder than all above
so if you want that job
don't think, just do it all!!!

P.S. dang, HoD is so harsh, job of a warship general with salary of a young private.

new breed of masters

another year has pass
and more blood and vein
flown in secret steps
to the realm of black mansion

new archvampires
new imps
new demons
new goblins

all ready to fill the slot of doom
to once again, the creation of masters
to once again, repeat th cycle
to once again, passing one more year

dear God, once again
i will face another turmoil
more and more will come before me
and before me they all

let the come
and let me to pass them all
in return of all their trust
to gather more and more bloods

P.S. dedicated to new breed of MHS, may them all be great one day

it's been a while

it's been a while
i miss do my blog again
my time have been consumed so much by so many thing
it's been a while since my last work here
i hope this could bring me back to my old pace

The first day like a month

it's only 2 weeks i know
but it's the 2 longest weeks i've ever had

it's only 2 weeks i know
but i long to skip those two weeks

it's only the first day
but i laready miss her

it's only the first day
but for me, it's like a month


P.S. Miss your Dearest...

stand firm, and be strong

there are time to meet
there are time to separate
there are time to laugh
there are time to cry
there are time to love
there are time to hate
there are time to dance
there are time to numb
there are time to run
there are time to sit
there are time to talk
there are time to silent
there are time to be with people
there are time to be alone
there are time to have fun
there are time to let go of fun
there are time to birth
there are time to die

but live must go on, without stopping
if you stop, you will die
stand firm, and be strong
cause life is much more that today

P.S. Immanuel, stand firm and be strong

stupid mistake

i have letting you down
i have make you dissappointed
all because of my arrogance and egoism
i have hurt your feeling deeply

all i have done
is vanished directly
because of that
stupid mistake

thanks for you to forgive me
forgive this fool
who have done such stupid mistake
who have hurt your feeling

we must stand firm, for our future

we might ache
we might cry
because of this new atmosphere
because of ripped apart from our custom

but if we still prolonged this habit
we will have more pain and difficulties
in the future, near future
we will be separate

but i want you to know
my heart yearn for you
my body seek your warmth
my brain think all for our goodness

but i must stand firm
you also must stand firm
for our own sake
for our own future

i know that you will angry with decision
confuse and doubting my love
or even questioning my care
i know and i realize that

but though it's painful
it must be done
i don't want to be too depandant to you
and you to me

let us stand firm
together
as a team
for our own sake

i hope you can accept my decision
i really do
i will accept any punishment later
for my decision

P.S. i hope you can accept my decision...

kok bisa

people keep asking
'kok bisa?'
'how come?'
'yang bener?'
'kok mau?'
'really?'
'ha!'
'bhong kali...'

well, i can't answer that question too
since i also don't know the answer
but there 1 thing i know very well
i love her and she love me too

logically we might differ too much
but in heart we as good as one
brain might lose in thought
but our heart synchron as a unity