whereever you go

i never thought that 1 day i found someone like you
never have i thought with you make me in a whole
with you whatever the day is, the sky is always blue
never again stormy skies and bad clouds fill my soul

our dance of waltz is eternal
i hope it will last forever and ever
the bond we have is ethereal
we never see it but it flows like a river

heaven and earth can't separate us
and no force on this plane can do the same feat
as long as we are one in heart we must
we will face all ordeal and all obstacle indeed

i am now can't live without you
so whereever you go take me too
that's all i ask of you
and promised me that it will stay true

P.S. my first Stanza, just for my dearest Lenny

public declaration

after a while
after many considerations
after many thinkings
after many analyzes

we give in to our heart
and let them talk to their content
we let them to declare to the world
and let them know we're in love

madly in love
so mad we don't care anything else
and we want them to know
that we're in love

now that i'm hers
i am no longer live by myself
i am no longer live for myself
now that i'm hers

i can't live without her
one seconds without her
feels like losing half of me
i can't live without her

all we want now
is the world's blessing
and God's blessing
so we can be always together

but even without their blessing
i still want to be with her...
and she still want to be with me...
nonetheless...

P.S. now that i'm yours, please don't leave me anymore, or i shall die of sorrow

in 3 years time

in three years time
things could be so differ
although the day is the same
but the time is different

in three years
same date
i felt desperation
and i feel utmost joy

in three years
same date
i felt pain
and i feel happiness

in three years
same date
i am alone
and i am never in solitude

in three years
same date
i promised to hell
and i promise to heaven

it's amazing
how time
can be so differ in just three years
same date, time can be so differ

P.S. 2006 and 2009... it's indeed different

tounge is truly sharper than any swords

tounge
an organ used to speak
to taste
an organ unreplaceable

but sometimes
a tounge
is a curse
rather than a gift

just a tweak of wrong words
can shatter all things
just a split of wrong words
can destroy a relationship

now, i have realized
more than anything
a relationship
i cherish adn prioritized

now, i have realized
brain and heart
even with all of them
can still unable to stitch tounge

truly
a tounge is truly sharper than any swords
a sword can can even slice my soul
can be done with my tounge...

P.S. Sorry...

shining

shining as you are
whatever people are saying
or whatever you think you are
for me, you are always shining

you might think you have no special traits
you might think someone else more special
but you are wrong
for me, you are always shining

you might think you are not beautiful
you might think someone else prettier than you
but you are wrong
for me, you are always shining

you might think you are not smart
you might think someone else cleverer than you
but you are wrong
for me, you are always shining

so when you are thinking you are not shining
for me, you always shining
that what i want you to understand
that whereever and whenever you are, you shines

P.S. be the shine that will brighten my days and melting my core, always...

Dillema

a choice
is a decision
you must make
everyday

some choices are easy
some are extremely hard
especially regarding
your brain and your heart

my heart really yearn for her smile
really wish for her victory
success and recognised by the world
in this one shot

but my heart also do not wish to part with her
as she might turn into someone unrecognised
my heart do not wish to see her tear
and my heart do not wish to let go

my brain really yearn for her victory
her success might bring much fortune
much opportunities
and much much more options

but my brain also do not wish to lose a great partner
a partner hold a vital role in my school
in near future and far future
and my brain do not wish to not seeing her

in this such a dillema
i confused
much much more confused
than before

but i'll decide
i'll support her anyway
if God wish us to part, then so be it
if Fate wish me to be alone take on more giants, then so be it

the most important for me
is her smile must not end
is her spirit must not die
and her capabilities must not be contained

P.S. GO!!!! and win!! my dearest...

Blue Bird

there once a bird
so vast and so immense
flaming eyes and burning feather
the holy phoenix is the name

i search for eternity
for possessing that bird
but no matter how much i exert
i can't reach it

in the end i give up
and losing hope
and a blue bird come to me
singing me to happiness

i realize that sometimes
what you want is not what you need
and the blue bird of happiness
is always in front of you, when you are ready

so why you need to spend much time
to find and seek the one you want
but in the you get none?
in time, the blue bird will find you

P.S. i hope i truly have found my blue bird, may yours also...

dancing in the rain

dancing in the rain
rain of cherry blossom
is something i can't give it to you
for now

but i can take you to that dance
in my dreams tonight
will you dance with me?
can i have this dance?

i dream of walking with you
in midst of fallen petals
hand in hand, eye to eye
just walking...

i dream of having holding on you
in the midst of fallen petals
to holding you toghtly as i never hold you
just holding you...

i dream of dancing with you
in the midts of fallen petals
dance to unknown music but ourselves
just dancing...

i will treasure that dream
even as i might forget other dreams
i will hold on that dreams
and hope it will come truth one day

P.S. one day... that's all i can say

its start with a click

it start with a click
our meets and our beginning
its wierd as it is
but thats the way it is

our meeting everyday
simple and easy
we expressing ourselves freely
without bound to rules and manner

when she is not there
it's feel so empty and void
but in just one simple text message
the world seems brigther

when the days getting longer
the more time we spend together
when the days grow older
the more hesitate to i to leave her

i want to support her the fullest i can be
i want to be with her the longest i can be
but what are we?
it bothers me so...

at last i realized
that i have fallen for her
fallen so deeply i don't realize
yes, i love her

and it's all start with a click
our meets and our beginning
its wierd as it is
but thats the way it is

P.S. it wierd and funny when you meet someone, and the funnier to see what you both gonna be

am i a failure?

am i a failure?
i often asked that question nowadays
am i a failure?
why didn't i have an exact answer?

i failed to be a good teacher
i failed!
i failed!
i failed...

no wonder... they become astray
no wonder... they rejects my presence
no wonder... they lost
no wonder... everybody give up on me

am i a failure?
GOD!
am i truly crafted to be failed
or you wish to mold me harder?